I posted this on my Chinese blog...too lazy to translate..but maybe somebody can understand.. :P
仅仅两周在两家医院上课，接触的，见到的，聊天过的病人都让我有着无数的感触。
周二的医院类似戒瘾中心，毒瘾，酒瘾，偷东西上瘾，赌瘾，还有其他不知道的瘾，有些病人很想戒掉，有些却是被迫。大多病人都有家庭，有些很无奈为什么自己不可以控制自己的大脑，有些很想为家庭着想，有些想保护身体却濒临死亡，却偏偏抵挡不住诱惑，控制不了自己。大多数都几乎到过死亡的边界。 就算是他们都有着这些过去，我们不能戴有色眼镜看待他们。也许也就是因为社会的如此，让他们无法自拔，让他们越陷越深。心理，是个很有学问的东西。不同的沟通方式，不同的肢体语言，不同的表情，很容易被误解或者传达错的信息。所以，如果你遇到一些有着这样经历的人，请尊重他们，善待他们，平等对待。
周四的医院是儿童医院。昨天还和四个同学一起帮一个19岁的男生换尿片。很尴尬吗？在医学界里，这些是不存在的。病人从一出生到现在整整19年时间，他说不到话，经常有脑抽筋，经常肌肉抽挛。19年里，没有语言的沟通，没有朋友，进进出出医院，家人没有抛弃他。有位甚至更小的孩子，才2岁，出生开始就有癌症，整整两年的化学治疗。可以想象一个孩子一出生就不能体会到他们本来就该享受的成长过程吗？我们还抱怨什么？就算成长的过程有着彼此不懂得困难与辛苦，这又算得了什么？有些人从来就没有机会去体验这些所谓的困难。他们都还活着，为什么活着的有些人就像死去了？有些人大脑不能正常转动并且有着患病的身体，有些人有着健康的身体却有着严重创伤的灵魂。
感恩生命，感恩现在的生活，感恩家人，感恩朋友，以及珍惜一切。
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Thursday, September 5, 2013
a little summary of this week
It has been a busy week, and also a good one.
Sometimes, I feel confused at the clinical. I don't know what I should do sometimes.And sometimes, I embarrass myself. Well, that's why I am still a nursing student. We learn from practice, experiences, and mistakes.
Today my patient asked me for email. I've always heard that this happens to somebody, but I never knew it actually happened to me. But, of course I can't do that.But hey, it is a pretty good feeling. The patient's mom gave me a hug before I left and said, "I have been in and out of the hospital. You are the best nurse I met." Isn't that encouraging and thrilling? I was totally pumped.
This definitely encouraged me a lot, especially I have been doubting about myself. Thank you for those who walked into my life and made my day.
Last Saturday I volunteered at the ER. It was a nice experience. But, I still need to work on communication skills. Sometimes,it is awkward when everybody stops talking and looks at his/hers shoes. It was a slow day, which was good. At least, there were not too many people getting hurt or hurting themselves out there. However, I got to met different kind of people. It was a complicated feeling. Still don't know how to describe.
I have been nervous about my 1st exam in two weeks. Yes, you probably would say,"Two weeks? Why do you worry?!" I wish I could read faster and maintain all those information.
But, so far so good. Hang in there. Do your best, and leave the rest to God.
Sometimes, I feel confused at the clinical. I don't know what I should do sometimes.And sometimes, I embarrass myself. Well, that's why I am still a nursing student. We learn from practice, experiences, and mistakes.
Today my patient asked me for email. I've always heard that this happens to somebody, but I never knew it actually happened to me. But, of course I can't do that.But hey, it is a pretty good feeling. The patient's mom gave me a hug before I left and said, "I have been in and out of the hospital. You are the best nurse I met." Isn't that encouraging and thrilling? I was totally pumped.
This definitely encouraged me a lot, especially I have been doubting about myself. Thank you for those who walked into my life and made my day.
Last Saturday I volunteered at the ER. It was a nice experience. But, I still need to work on communication skills. Sometimes,it is awkward when everybody stops talking and looks at his/hers shoes. It was a slow day, which was good. At least, there were not too many people getting hurt or hurting themselves out there. However, I got to met different kind of people. It was a complicated feeling. Still don't know how to describe.
I have been nervous about my 1st exam in two weeks. Yes, you probably would say,"Two weeks? Why do you worry?!" I wish I could read faster and maintain all those information.
But, so far so good. Hang in there. Do your best, and leave the rest to God.
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